I Hate You, Devil!

Chapter 290  Final Arc (Part VIII)

In the next few seconds and even a few minutes, the only thing that could be heard at the back of the limo was the sound of their harsh breathing and panting gasps that were slowly settling down as time ticked by. The both of them were flushed with the afterglow of a wonderful intimate session as they sat close, looking at the other with eyes filled with contentment.

Xiaolei had experienced the longest ever orgasm in her life and she knew it was the same for Yu Chen. She could conclude on this as the both of them had to spend quite some time before they had recovered enough to come down from the high of their recent joining.

…

Xiaolei had always thought that their sex life was already great and had never reason to doubt that Yu Chen thought otherwise as well. She loved their slow love making. The long foreplay and everything that Yu Chen loved to do to her in her bed. But this… they had actually just gone straight at it… without any foreplay whatsoever and yet… and yet… it was actually the best ever they have had yet!

She had no idea that sex like this felt so mind-blowing. Xiaolei usually do not feel this weakened after their play time but this time she felt completely boneless and that her energy was totally depleted. She still felt like she was floating even as Yu Chen shook her shoulders gently to look at her face.

Her dazed eyes met his and Xiaolei was forced to snap out of it at the sight of his expression. He looked so conflicted and incredibly upset now. Huh? Why was he upset all of a sudden? Did they not have a great time just a while ago? His raging anger from earlier was completely gone but what replaced it was something Xiaolei had never seen before.

His jaws clenched and he hugged her tight. "I'm so sorry…" he said raggedly. "I'm sorry Xiaolei… I was… I was… too… too rough… I –" he trailed off when she pushed away from his embrace to look at him.

When their eyes met, Xiaolei could see fear in his eyes. She could even hear his heartbeat picking up its pace.

"Are you saying you regret what we just shared?" she asked him with a neutral look on her face and Yu Chen stilled, uncertain of what Xiaolei was getting at. "Does this mean I… that I'm the only one who enjoyed it?"

Yu Chen's eyes widened. Then he shook his head frantically.

"No, Xiaolei. I… don't regret it –"

"You are sorry, but you don't regret it?" Xiaolei's eyes narrowed, and Yu Chen swallowed hard.

"I… I enjoyed it. So very much that I was convinced I was going to go insane. But it was… I was too rough with you and if what I did will end up making you hate me… no matter how pleasurable, how insanely great it was… I will regret doing it too. I…" Suddenly, Yu Chen rested his head on her shoulder, as if to hide his face. "Don't hate me Xiaolei, please. It'll kill me."

His body trembled as he said that, causing Xiaolei to panic a little.

"W-what are you… I just told you I enjoyed it. Whoever said anything about me hating you?" Xiaolei asked as she grabbed his face and lifted it to look at him. But Yu Chen resisted and turned aside and did not allow her to look at his face.

"What I did. I was so angry and then I… without restraint… like a beast I…"

"I told you, it's okay!" Xiaolei snapped and caught his face again.

She froze when she saw his wet lashes.

"You…" she was suddenly at loss of words. But then, she immediately softened. "I told you it's okay, I know it sounded strange, but surprisingly I loved it. It was… it was amazing. And you also know it was too, right? That that was my longest orgasm ever. There's no way I would have experienced such pleasure if I had hated it. In fact, it was… I think it was our most intense love making yet." she explained, unable to stand that look in his eyes. She could not believe he was so emotional he had actually even teared up. This man of all people!

"But it's –"

Xiaolei kissed his lips lightly, silencing him.

"Also, listen hubby. Yun Jinhan never kissed me. I would never have allowed that man to kiss me, understand? What you saw is a misunderstanding. He was bending over me to say something." She searched his face as she said those. "You believe me, right?"

Yu Chen stared at her and then his shoulders sagged in relief, looking as though an invisible knife that had been embedded into his chest was finally pulled out of his body.

He hugged her again, unable to say a word. But Xiaolei could already tell that he was so relieved and glad that what he thought he saw was actually a misunderstanding. She could feel by the way he held onto her. Still, she could also feel the lingering fear. He was holding her like he was afraid to let go.

"You don't believe me –"

"I believe you." he finally responded.

"Then why is it that I feel like… you're scared? Are you afraid that I will leave you… that I will hate you…" At that moment, Xiaolei finally remembered what he said right before their intense love making.

"Yu Chen…" she called his name this time, her eyes circled wide with the realization that came to her. She pulled away and looked at him again. "Tell me… you… could it be that you…"

"You've loved him once Xiaolei…" Yu Chen replied, his expression pained as if it was painful for him to even say out those words. "You even married him… that's why I…"

Xiaolei gasped, her hand flew to cover her mouth as she looked at him with so much shock. Was she dreaming? Was this all true? Yu Chen was… just like her… were they both returned back in time?